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and again, happie mother's day all =)

MORE to that.... (edited 12th May 2008)

a few of you might wonder why i was so happy yesterday. haha.
i shall tell you guys one of the reasons, another shall remain confidential because i keep promises =D

yesterday was mother's day, so i had to had to call her up to wish her because i think phone calls are more sincere than smses or e-mails lol and she likes it more i guess (more personal).

so after church i called her, asked how she was, how things are over in penang and my cute brother (emphasise CUTE) wanted to talk to me because he wants presents from me. he doesn't understand i'm in KL studying, he thought i go for long holiday or what hor =_=

the call ended and i suddenly thought, i think i missed out some things my mother HAS to know. hmm.. went to sleep and then woke up do bio essay, delayed the phone call till after dinner. here's the fun part:

Me: hello mum, i forgot to tell you something just now.
Mum: *suspiciously* yes?
Me: i LOVE you.
Mum: *after pausing for several moments, probably too shocked to react* ohh yes i know...
Me: (hmmm... not satisfied) *after a few moments' pause* how come you didn't say you love me too? (sounding hurt and dejected)
Mum: *laughs hysterically* you know WE LOVE YOU too, very very much. (I can hear her smile as she say that)
Me: *thinks to self* ain't i sweet? XD

i talked to my dad and said i love him too. at least he knows how to react lol unlike my mum. everyone knows that after someone says i love you, normally you would say you love that person too (normally lahh). my mum lah make everything so kekok only. hahhahhaa.

I think it's been long since i said those three super powerful, magical words. I love my family but sometimes it's kinda awkward for me to show my LOVE lol. you all know how unexpressive i am but i have learnt to take that big step and tried to close the gap =) i think i would try to practice this more in the future so my parents won't feel so one kind or shocked or unnatural when i express my LOVE. ahhahahahhaaaaaaa. i'm bad XD

weeeeeee~~~ whole family coming on 30th May for holiday. i'll be happy *smiles* although that time would be my study week.

cheerios. =D

wednesday (30th April) was tyee's birthday (yup, as mentioned above).



noticed i am getting more chiong hei?? (it's obvious even from the first sentence. haha). this is because of sticking around too much with the birthday girl ( or ex-birthday girl now coz initially wanted to blog this on 30th April).



Anyways, OVERALL, she is a very nice person except when she 'occasionally' laughs at the silly silly things i do. sigh. actually, i just got to like really know her this year. we were classmates in form 4 but never talked to each other. hahaha. (you all know how quiet i can be >< + we were sitting at two different poles in class... so...)



it was a BIG surprise when i found out suddenly that she has so much in common with me. from other people's point of view, we are SOOO different. from mine too (that was then).

-being chiong hei is tiring, i shall stop here since i don't have as much skills on this as she does XP-

for example: we always sat-laikan ourselves but me more, so she has chanceSSS to laugh at me more, we laugh at ourselves too haha, both don't like to use the hairdryer but changed recently, both like to CURIOUS (nicer substitute for 'kaypo'), both like to hear STORIES, both quite chin chai in some areas (dressing and stuff, sometimes we look like we don't comb our hair =X) BUT extremely yim chim in some (altering and checking every sentence in stats project) etc etc.



i think, so far, there's only ONE obvious difference between us. that is, she = talkative. me = quiet. XD



btw, i never expected this to happen. but we both received birthday gift(s) on 30th April. hahhaa. one kind. my belated birthday present was given by my cousin from singapore. i thought he remembered my bday wrongly and mixed up with somebody's else or what. so i didn't dare open in case it's not for me haha. after asking him, he told me he knew it's on dcember. LOLLLL. thanks anyways =) it was pretty.







PS (to someone) : i think this is better than the CHEM LAB MANUAL. don't you think? hahhaa.

oh yea, sorry for not putting up pic. perhaps u want me to put up the artistic one that fimtan took? hahaha.

sunday was great. =)

morning had my supper at daiki. remember.
think dining. think daiki. hehe.

then slept till 10am went to acts church. service was fun with pastor kenneth chin preaching on home cells and all. nice music too. really.

after service, had lunch with wk, yh and d. lol. went to taipan and eat hawker food. d says,' can swallow'. haha.

reached sunway condo at about 2. did a lil bit of stats project. taking samples of ppl's reaction time. I AM chi dun =.=

4.45pm reached sunway MPH!!! mph= multi-purpose hall. lol. went with tyee, jacky and a few more friends. the conference started off with prayer and then FINALLY. vibrant praise and worship by PLANETSHAKERS <3 long time lk wat i did yesterday. hopping makes me happie =)

okay, someone interrupted me here. i think he's very regretful for not turning up. HAHA.

conference ended at about 7.30pm. real short. did not have enough fun. sigh. went to orange with ty, yx, wl, ft, ws, jy, zx and lm. playful a bit. ft and me mimiced someone coz she can't eat and keeps on laughing lk one kind. buti so thoughtful, didn't want her food become cold so i stopped. =P

jing ye wo bu xiang hui jia~~~~
i kaypo wanna visit ppl's room and try sleeping one night at hostel. long time didn't sleep 2 ppl on single bed. very comfortable. slept till alarm rung 3 times i also din feel tiok. hahha.


to one kind of person who is special and lks to laugh at ppl:

thx for taking me in *pitiful tone*. had fun with all the free entertainment in your room. music, singing by her wonderful and MOST interesting room mate. but most of all, your laughters that never stop =D

*hugs and kisses*

PLANETSHAKERS LIVE IN MALAYSIA TOUR

Venue:
MPH, Sunway University College

Date:
Sunday, 13th April 2008

Time:
5.00 pm - 7.00 pm

Admission:
RM 100 RM200 RM300 RM 400 RM 500 (payable to MICHELLE TAN SZE-FAN)

or FREE =P

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i just found out that some of my KL friends who are not christians listen to their music because they like it. that's soooo cool. already invited them there.


who wants to teman me? hehhe. *excited* =]

lol. i always do stupid things. every time, i don't think of the consequences before doing something. i just care about play. play. PLAY. i'm very sorry to those i disappoint. to God. and also for myself. lol.

today, i realized some things that were so near to me. yet so far. i've been blind, insensitive all these while. i'm thankful for an angel who stopped me from being someone who i don't wanna be. from being someone i hate. someone i don't recognise.

i vow to at least THINK before i do sth. growing up is a painful process. although it doesn't have to be. but for ppl lk me, all that was necessary. i love you JESUS. =) please don't make me hurt You again.