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A Paternal Poem


Day in day out for us you’ve toiled,
Every cent you’ve earned on us you poured,
Though you may not know that for you, we are glad.
And this day we are here to say thank you, dad.

One day is not enough
To say sorry
For all the times we disobeyed you

One day is not enough
To apologize
For all the times were rude to you

One day is not enough
To atone
For all the times we lied to you

Oh yes of course we know

One poem is not enough

To make it up
For all the times we disappoint
But now that we’re a little bit wiser,
Though we don’t always remember,
Know in your heart that forever,
We have you to thank for,
for all that we are today.

For you’ve brought us up,
To be men and women of God,
To love, to protect and to fight,
With courage against all odds.

For that we give you thanks,
Happy Father's Day!


written by Beatrice Teoh and her GC Youths

PS: it's father's day this sunday! remember to remember your dads lol.

yesterday, went for badminton awhile illegally (didn't pay =P, played in no-light condition haha) right after my stats exams then kena halau. since we (me + cousins) didn't sweat enough, went to park and jogged two rounds somemore. saw mix.fm van there, stopped by to take drinks and free buns haha. didn't stay for the games although they said "don't go after taking the freebies yea, later got games" HAHA. and, we left. without playing games. *winks*

watched my now favourite drama series "golden finger", every weekdays 7.20 - 8.00pm on channel 317 if i'm not wrong. really nice. that time, everyone, including my 2 bad cousins who always bully me and aunty sure will crowd around the tv. my cousins (shanq yeet and shin yih) are very bad! last night scare me saying i'm going bald! wthe!!!! (but then again, actually they not so bad lah, always help me carry books or bag when we walk to daiki hehe)

watched kung fu panda at night with 4 of my cousins (all guys. coz no female cousins here, so i got "special" treatment lol) the cartoon damn nice. so funny, laughed from the start till the end. and to think that i didn't want to watch the movie at first. pfftt. haha. yes, piggier and wk was right in saying the movie's good =) wk even watched both english and cantonese version of it and somemore said wanted to watch it again (that is if he didn't have to study for exams lah). pandamonium lol. oh yea, bea said she laugh till stomach ache (must be laughing so super unlady-like) *picturing it in my head* =P

to tyee, go watch when free lah when you bored of studying the thick thick stupid chem. is better than drama. i think.

but haihhhhhh.. today felt so moodless. no mood study lahh. somemore 2 of my cousins went for holiday in thailand and hanoi d. so sad, the house's like so quiet. suddenly feel lonely now. no cousin to tease me about me getting fatter, becoming darker, uglier, being unladylike, super chor lor or me going bald TT

help. please come back.... (oh, was just referring to my study mood, not bad cousins!) haih, okay, maybe both lol.

i am crazy.




i am in love with bob. SPONGEBOB!



*grins*


he's not stupid and the way he laughs is not sot sot dei! =.=



now i've said it. it's no more a secret now, is it?





PS: why blogspot sudah mundur no more colours to choose for the words
=(

PSS: i am bored of bio!

countdown to holidays: 14 days

BUT

countdown to exams: 2 days



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haven't been studying a lot lately. haih. whole family's here for holidays, have to teman them SHOPPING, WATCH MOVIE, PLAY BADMINTON, EAT ICE CREAM. spend quality time with family rite coz family > exams. hahhahaa. die d lah!!! ><..


PS: i need motivation even as i study motivation (in management textbook) =.=

PSS: haven't started studying stats and someone complained she just studied till chapter 4??!! OMG

some of the pics I promised :




wat was he trying to do? o.O




oh look, we're happy =P


hehh.. most of you are informed of the hillsong concert that took place 2 days ago, i went, participated and satisfied =)

well, i reached the glad tidings AOG at about 7.30pm. (ignite youth ppl super don't follow malaysian time, they were already there by 5 sth. haha) there were so many ppl in the foyer waiting for the door to open. so while waiting, i bought an 'i heart' t-shirt =D

*will post pic later, belum cuci*

PS: my sis bought the 1GB cool-looking thumbdrive and also a t-shirt. no fair. T.T

we went in the arena at 8pm after a long wait (30 minutes is long, but for them 3 hours?? hmm.. XD ) overall, the concert was great, lightings, sound effects and all were good. during praise i was jumping like mad (I think.NOTE: not wise, just had dinner shortly before that but totally forgot about it, too excited, haha). but when worship started, i started to feel nauseous and almost fainted. i couldn't tahan already when the song 'the stand' was playing (bad timing. someone said it was one of the nicest song =.=) so, i SOMEHOW found my way through the crowds to the exit door on the other side and then to the toilet. after washing my pale face, i sat outside at the staircase a lil while before going in, looking very lost. lol

felt better after saying a lil prayer and sat at the back at the steps which was not so crowded. well, thank God i managed to enjoy the rest of the concert with strangers at the back but it was good =)



heck.. i know 4Cs outdid my drawing (the copy cat one)...

anyway,

4Cs promised me a baskin =D

so... i shall not be sad since my sadness was compensated =P

PS: hate to go uni during my study break week. thought i could stay away from monash for at least one week but ended up having to go almost everyday. ARGH. =(



hillsong united band is coming!!! and i'm gonna meet them on the 28th may.
to make things better, i just found out that about 28 ignite-ians are going! yay~~ all the way from penang. hehhehe.

this is sooooooo coool =)
can't wait for that day. lol.

anyway. i have one extra ticket for the concert. selling at 50 bucks. whoever interested tell me yea. it's not like every year they will come, only once in like 4 years i think. so, it's WORTH IT!

don't hesitate to go yea~~ woohhoo =D

PS: i so hope marty sampson and brooke fraser they're coming *fingers crossed* =(