sze-fan's senseless scribblings

sunday was great. =)

morning had my supper at daiki. remember.
think dining. think daiki. hehe.

then slept till 10am went to acts church. service was fun with pastor kenneth chin preaching on home cells and all. nice music too. really.

after service, had lunch with wk, yh and d. lol. went to taipan and eat hawker food. d says,' can swallow'. haha.

reached sunway condo at about 2. did a lil bit of stats project. taking samples of ppl's reaction time. I AM chi dun =.=

4.45pm reached sunway MPH!!! mph= multi-purpose hall. lol. went with tyee, jacky and a few more friends. the conference started off with prayer and then FINALLY. vibrant praise and worship by PLANETSHAKERS <3 long time lk wat i did yesterday. hopping makes me happie =)

okay, someone interrupted me here. i think he's very regretful for not turning up. HAHA.

conference ended at about 7.30pm. real short. did not have enough fun. sigh. went to orange with ty, yx, wl, ft, ws, jy, zx and lm. playful a bit. ft and me mimiced someone coz she can't eat and keeps on laughing lk one kind. buti so thoughtful, didn't want her food become cold so i stopped. =P

jing ye wo bu xiang hui jia~~~~
i kaypo wanna visit ppl's room and try sleeping one night at hostel. long time didn't sleep 2 ppl on single bed. very comfortable. slept till alarm rung 3 times i also din feel tiok. hahha.


to one kind of person who is special and lks to laugh at ppl:

thx for taking me in *pitiful tone*. had fun with all the free entertainment in your room. music, singing by her wonderful and MOST interesting room mate. but most of all, your laughters that never stop =D

*hugs and kisses*

PLANETSHAKERS LIVE IN MALAYSIA TOUR

Venue:
MPH, Sunway University College

Date:
Sunday, 13th April 2008

Time:
5.00 pm - 7.00 pm

Admission:
RM 100 RM200 RM300 RM 400 RM 500 (payable to MICHELLE TAN SZE-FAN)

or FREE =P

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i just found out that some of my KL friends who are not christians listen to their music because they like it. that's soooo cool. already invited them there.


who wants to teman me? hehhe. *excited* =]

lol. i always do stupid things. every time, i don't think of the consequences before doing something. i just care about play. play. PLAY. i'm very sorry to those i disappoint. to God. and also for myself. lol.

today, i realized some things that were so near to me. yet so far. i've been blind, insensitive all these while. i'm thankful for an angel who stopped me from being someone who i don't wanna be. from being someone i hate. someone i don't recognise.

i vow to at least THINK before i do sth. growing up is a painful process. although it doesn't have to be. but for ppl lk me, all that was necessary. i love you JESUS. =) please don't make me hurt You again.

I know i've been asked this question many many times.

"Do you know where you'll go after you die?"

I wasn't sure. I doubted. I think i failed Him. I disappointed Him over and over again. I am ashamed of myself. This wasn't supposed to happen. I mean, I'm like the older batch of IGNITE and yet... i couldn't even answer that question confidently. I couldn't bring myself to lift up my hand when Pastor Rajan asked who is sure where they'll be when they leave earth. I didn't want to lie. I am/was a failure. There are people who are younger in Christ more spiritually matured than me. oh. and yes i know, some ppl will look at me differently and say i should be very firm in Christ and don't know what else they will think. lol. i guess that's the price for being honest? hahha.

About two weeks ago, my friend in KL told me i have backslidden. i was indignant, although deep down, i know what he said is true. lol. It was the pride, the self-righteousness lurking inside me that i was not aware of. another yes, i am sensitive and very self-defensive.

Anyway, i want to change. Seriously. it's hard not having ppl to lead you in your faith when you're away from your comfort zone. It's also hard to keep my faith strong and not lose sight of the one that should have been my top priority.

I will blog about happier times soon? I hope.

and happy easter anyways =)

for this post, i will not desribe all details of the forbidden incident as someone has put it. hahhaa.

it was really embarrassing. lol. you know, i use com about 3-4 hours a day but i don't know how to use excel to do my statistical reasoning assignment. sat-lai-ness. haizzz..

we went in quite early to the lab. at the end of the lesson, one question i will never forget my lecturer asked me, " you came in late isit?" HAHA. coz everyone finish and i still doing it with another fren *ahem* (protect your identity and face.. faster thank me. haha)

the assignment had to be handed up that same day after that class and we initially thought that the tutor would wait for us to pass up (coz he promised so) manatau, when we finally finish, he disappeared with everyone's work.... >< we were so kin cheong and hurried to find him (you know lah, monash not like disted so small lol) after running up and down, we finally spotted him at our administration building entrance. he was already leaving the uni. lol relieve practically swept over us. after we passed up our stuff, we practically laughed our way back to the library. hahha.

just imagine if we didn't manage to reach him in time *shudders*

that.... was one truly memorable day.....

from now on, i must force my friend to study her statistics properly so we won't sat lai next time. XD