sze-fan's senseless scribblings

the window to my life.

Did you know that the Light came before the sun?

The sun shines on both the righteous and the wicked.
There are sacrifices to be made when you want to live in the Light.
Lord, help me to live in the Light and please grant me the willingness to make the sacrifices required. I need You.

It's full moon. Again. :)

Forgiveness is not about trusting the person again or forgetting everything that happened. It's about letting go and letting God.

“Encourage anyone who feels left out, help all who are weak, and be patient with everyone.” 1 Thessalonians 5:14 (CEV)

When you are feeling neglected, overlooked, or ignored, what is your natural reaction? It depends on your personality, but you will probably either want to withdraw and take the approach of “you ignore me and I’ll ignore you,” or you’ll seek out a way to get that person’s attention. Either way, it’s all about you.

God wants you to choose a different reaction. With his controlled power, he wants you to make the gentle choice to focus on others. If you’re feeling neglected, chances are somebody else is feeling that way too, and you have the opportunity to do something for him or her because you can empathize.

Finding someone to encourage will get you out of the downward spiral of self-pity; you are now looking out for others and seeking to make a difference in their lives.

As today’s verse tells us, it’s important to look for someone who most other people wouldn’t encourage. A lot of people like to encourage or help powerful people because it might give them a leg up on something. But God wants us to “encourage anyone who feels left out” and “help those who are weak” (1 Thessalonians 5:14 CEV).

Who do you need to encourage? Take a moment to consider someone you know who might be feeling neglected or overlooked. Maybe it’s somebody in your office, school or neighborhood.

Then take some time to follow Hebrews 10:24 and “think of ways to encourage one anther to outbursts of love and good deeds” (NLT). Maybe write them a quick note or take them out to lunch.

Those small acts have the power to change not only their lives, but yours as well. Instead of turning inward and allowing neglect to eat away at you, turn outward and use God’s power in your life to serve others. It’s ministry, it’s powerful, and it makes a difference.


- So hard to do but yet so true.

why am i afraid to show that i care?

why is it so hard to do what i want to do at times?
I've rehearsed it so many times in my head but it just went wrong at the right time.

I-R-O-N-Y.

"I think you've got one of my ribs."


"I think one of your ribs belongs to me."


I no longer feel empty now, because you are holding my hand.
Accompanying me through times of pain, times of joy, times of stoning...

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I love you, Bonia! :P


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Holidays ending. Did not complete ANY work. shucks! :( *naikgila*


Was on the way to the library when i saw amira near the field, bending down like she's trying to find something under the bushes. Wanted to help her. so i kaypo-edly went over and asked what she was up to. She told me she was looking for worms to feed a pitiful-looking baby bird she saw underneath a tree. It got separated from its mother.

In the end, she found a baby snail. She tried to make the baby bird eat it. But the baby thinks it doesn't look appetizing. Moreover, its beak can't really reach inside the shell. So, Amira wanted to scrape the meat out with a chopstick but I told her the chopstick is too fat to reach into the shell too.

She then decided to scrape the snail meat out with her bare fingers. She took out a black long stringy thing from the shell and kind heartedly fed it to the lil bird who should be very hungry by then. The bird took some parts of it. After a few seconds later, Amira looked at me and said she hope the thing on her hands wasn't the snail poo.

so cute-lah! :P

*very amused*



why do people try to keep something that willl fly away in the end?