sze-fan's senseless scribblings

You said, i'm the one who brought you most intense pain & hurt along with happiness.
You said, we are not like others, we would remain friends even if I couldn't accept you.
You said, you would keep on waiting but now you've given up and i thank God for that.
You said, we'll be strangers now and maybe we'll become friends again someday.
You said, you're afraid to meet me because you don't know how to react or you won't know what to say.
You said, you'll avoid me to the extent where you'll skip church.


I say. it's good to not contact each other for the time being as it will fasten the healing process.
I say. it's good for you to forget me because i don't think i can bring you any happiness now, even as friends.
I say. it's wrong and foolish of you to stop going to church because of some stupid friction between me and you. You could just go to a church elsewhere. and don't blame God (although you would deny that).
I say. i'm sorry i have to hurt you over and over again.
I say. you think too much and sometimes it really annoys me.
I say. i hate avoiding people.
I say. i will just go on with my life and not let this affect me.

and....

I say. as much as i detested you and hated you in the past (and i repent), i just hope that one day we would become friends again, just normal friends is sufficient for me.

Dear Lord, thank you for bringing fan into my lfe.

Thank you for sending someone that cares for me and i can care for.

Thank you for giving me someone to hold on to when life gets rough and someone to laugh with when life is easier.

As fan goes through the remainder of the day, i pray that You will watch over her.

When she is frustrated, You'll let her find rest and peace in You.

When she is tired, You'll be her strength for with Your strength, old feet shall not falter nor young feet stumble.

Bless that fellowship that she has with her friends and also that in all that she does, she does it for your glory.

In Jesus' name, Amen.


very sweet =) it made my day alright. hehh.

"A friend is sweet when it's new

But it's sweeter when it's true.

But you know what?

It's sweetest when it's you.

Years my fly, tears may dry

But my friendship with you will never die.

A friend gives hope when life is low.

A friend is a place when you have nowhere to go.

All the best in your exams fan." =)



This is why i love her =) we were just in the same class for one year and it's like we've known each other our whole lives, we were stuck wth each other, posting snail mails to each other during holidays and became best friends ever since. we are really comfortable in each other's company, we enjoy hugging each other all the time. i really am grateful and thankful for meeting someone amazing and sweet like her.

To her: take care and let's hang out more often okayy. hope you'll get to come for the bloom conference, you can stay at my aunt's house and let's tell stories till late night XD

DISCLAIMER (especially for TTY's eyes): Miss Michelle Tan Sze-Fan will not be held responsible for any consequences resulting from the scary/ugly/fierce/weird-looking pics posted below. Tread on at own risk.





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*sigh* why do i have to do this post? *sulks* because i promised someone.





To that someone, be grateful okayyy. my image at risk d =/





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with business frens (two models by my side) lol i have small eyes TT

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